I don't know how to move on from Hubby's accident this week. He's ok and he'll be fine. It will take time for the bumps/bruises to heal, but he will be just fine in time. My problem is that I can't sleep at night because I have having HORRIBLE nightmares. All the "what if's" that could have been and see what I think must have happened. Plus he's refusing to get back behind the wheel at all. I know it was tramatic and I know things will take time but I have no idea how to help him or myself get thru this. I have slept a total of 11 hours since Monday night. I'm worn out. My nerves are shot. At least Hubby admitted yesterday that he can't buy a red pickup as he was originally talking about. I couldn't bear to see him get back in a red pickup in the morning especially if it was foggy out. I don't want to let him outta my sight at all. Coming to work is so hard for me. I must go back to him 5-6 times and tell him I love him and get a kiss. He gets so frustrated with me. I know I don't / can't fully understand how he feels cause I've never been in an accident in my life but he also doesn't/can't fully understand how I am feeling. The love of my life / my best friend could have been so easily taken from me in a moments notice this week. This would have also affected the kids not only in that the only dad they really know would have been taken from them by a car accident, but how could i take on these kids without Hubby here with me? I don't know what I would have done.
The kids still are asking lots of questions and I am not sure how to answer them. Emilee is VERY scared that mommy or daddy will be in another accident and not come home now. She doesn't want us to leave at all either. Poor thing....she's got enough issues to deal with and now this is on top of that. It's been a rough week all around.
Anyone got any experience with this???? I'm open to any / all idea's you have. Hubby and I have tried to talk about things but I can't even put into words exactly what i am feeling so how could he understand when I can't explain it????