Thursday, March 20, 2008

It's not what I wanted to be blogging about

but I was told at the doctor this morning that I do need to have more intense therapy. We agreed on a Partial Hospitalization which means I have to be at the hospital by 7:30am Monday-Friday and will be discharged at 6:30pm. Weekends I am free. This is going to cost me A LOT of gas money but I know it's what i need. I hope I can get on the right track with things. I'm telling you guys this because I will probably "disappear" for a while. Since my family does not know of my blog, I will not be blogging from home. I'm not sure that I will have access to the internet at all during my treatment at the hospital. PLEASE know that I am thinking about ALL of you and will be anxious to catch up with everyone's blogs (so the less you blog while I'm gone...the easier it will be for me to catch up!). I will be checking my work email from home though so feel free to send me an email with any SUPER exciting news that I won't want to wait to find out.

You are all the best. Thank you for your support! I'm nervous as heck about my kids. I have to call the social worker and tell her what is going on as we have a perm plan meeting next week that I won't be able to attend. UGH! If it wasn't for that...I could have just slid this by without letting them know.


Julie said...

Wow- I am glad for you but also sad for you that this has such a hold on you. I will be praying for you that you will get what you need and grow stronger! Take care of yourself and look forward to hearing about the fun stuff when you return! :)

Kathy said...

I have to say "Ditto" to what Julie said.

I'm glad that you'll be getting the help that you need, but also sad that you're having to go through it. It's wonderful that you're moving ahead, taking care of yourself, and doing what needs to be done to be the best you can be.

You'll DEFINITELY be missed! Know that we're all rooting for you, can't wait to hear from you, and will be here for you. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Major (((HUGS))) to you!!

Mary said...

Oh, sweetie. I know this isn't what you wanted. I'll be praying for you. If there's anything you need, please, please, please let me know!

PS. Sorry I didn't stop by; I left before I got your email and just got home now. :-(

Jemmers said...

I am thinking of you and praying for you! I hope this is just want you need to help you be the best you can be!!!!

Take care :)

Angela :-) said...

I'll keep you in my prayers. I'm only half a state away if there's anything I can do.

Angela :-)