Lots to update on

1. Neglect charges dropped (from what I understand from a third party...still no word directly from CPS)

2. Emilee goes to psych hospital (not the same on as before) on Wed. They finally called Hubby today and asked when they could get her stuff. Ummmm where have you been for 4 weeks????

3. I will be calling tomorrow to have JP removed from our home also. Why prolong it to the end of the school year???

4. Hubby and I are going to separate! :-(

5. LIFE SUCKS!!!

It's been a while

Sorry it's been so long. If you are keeping up with the caring bridge site, you will know that life hasn't been easy the past couple of weeks.

Emilee is gone. JP is still here for the time being. A final decision will be made next Friday whether he stays or goes. Emilee cried child abuse again. It's a long story that I dont' want to get into now. Just keep us in your prayers for the next week. I'm sooooo ready to be done with foster care. I can't take too much more of this. Plus, they want a letter from my doctor saying that I am a fit parent! Give me a break!

I gotta run and shower...mom and dad are coming to get me for a pass for supper later this afternoon. Hope all is well with everyone. I feel so lost as I have not been to ANYONE'S blog in FOREVER.

I'm surviving

Inpatient isn't all that bad. It's not all that good either, but not so bad. I am making some improvements in my thoughts/feelings and that is helping with refeeding. Check the caring bridge site for more info.

Treatment

Well I'm going to inpatient effective tomorrow. Life sucks right now.

Still here

I'm still here. Emilee is living with a family in the same town as her school! Now where was this family when we needed respite??? I'm sooooo pissed at the system but I also just don't care anymore. JP is my focus.

I gotta get upstairs for treatment but wanted to say Hi to everyone.

Mary - I'll call you tonight and hopefully we can meet mid morning tomorrow????